心狠痛

I wish I'd never fallen for you.
I told myself is never let you back in. A year and a half wasn't enough was it? Are you like here to toy with my feelings after every long holiday? I trusted you I thought you'd stay. I really believed you. But whatever, if it makes you happy seeing me crying over you like that time and again. Go ahead, go on and stay this way, cause I'll be strong enough.. Somedaysomehowz. Because the truth is I'd still be here waiting for you even if it hurts. Because I'd love you quietly. Because I'd secretly be here for you. Because I really really loved you, and I still do.

现在我的心很痛。 想哭但不能哭。 爱你