Sucker for friendship

Tomorrow in school I won't talk to a single soul. Sorry for being a lousy friend, sorry I brought you girls so much misery, sorry I'm not understanding enough and sorry I'm insecure, sorry I overthink, sorry I'm not the best, sorry I am not good enough, sorry that I cared. And most importantly, sorry for thinking that among you girls is where I can be myself. Guess I was wrong. I'm a loser for friendships and I'm better off a loner, period.